Today is an Awesome day to lay all our cares at the feet of our Almighty God. So what is stopping you?

I am very grateful for the support and love that has come from my family, friends and especially our church family that has come along side me during the cancer diagnosis and have stuck with me with the decisions that I have made to have the mastectomy and the choosing of the holistic approach to staying cancer free instead of the chemotherapy option I was offered. I am grateful that my surgeon has also been supportative in my choosing the holistic approach.
I am blessed beyond measure to have such wonderful people in my life to get me thru all this.

Ever wonder what the future holds? I am not talking about the future we have in Glory but what the next day or year will bring? I have spent all day wondering about that and what it will bring in the up coming year. I have to wonder if I am ever going to get done with the draining of the mastectomy site and if I will get used to wearing a prothesis. I have to wonder what people we will meet in the up coming months will they like us or will we click. I do know we are always meeting new people and some annoy and some we enjoy.

So I have to slow down a little more I took off out of the recovery gate a little too fast and now am learning to slow down a little more. I am very fortunate that my dear hubby has put the nix on extra curricular activities for a while so I will rest. Not that he was wanting to do extra curricular that was me going at it too much Henry is content to stay home and chill. So now I will try to behave a little more for a while.

Bring Him Glory not me. WOW to think of that in the full concept of what it means can be challenging at times. We tend to get caught up in the day to day and in our selves at times. Our daily lives reflect who we are and what is really in our hearts is reflected in how we respond and act on things. What do our responses to what comes our way reflect about us? Well I have to fess up my responses if I am annoyed I can leave heads spinning and not in the right direction.
But in truth our lives should reflect our faith in God and His great love for us. Our lives should not be about us but about what Jesus did for us. God created us for Himself. He so desires for us to have fellowship with him. We can do that by prayer and by reading His Word. He created us for a purpose His purpose not ours. It is not about us folks what are we doing to reflect His story and bring Him glory?

I was wondering how many people out there realize how truly blessed we are? I know that I am with out a doubt blessed beyond measure. Are you?

Early this morning I got up early and helped Henry with the Sausage Gravy for the mens bible study / meeting at church. After depositing Henry at the church and getting the biscuits out of the oven there, I left with Joyce she and I took advantage of the time go out for breakfast at Shoney’s ( so much better than what the men were having I so dislike biscuits and gravy).

Finally after errands and all I got a much needed nap and slept over 3 hours this afternoon it felt so good to just
crawl in my warmed bed (thanks again Lisa that mattress pad warmer is the best thing in my world when I am freezing cold and tired) I woke to find my dear hubby quietly picking up the house and trying to clean with out waking me. So sweet to hear but I had to get up eventually.

We have spent a restful day doing things at a slow speed and enjoying the moment of not having to worry about having to do anything other than breathe. I so like it when we can just go in slow mo and just breath and let all the things of the week sort of melt in the back ground and just savor the moment of not having to be somewhere and do something.

“A woman’s heart should be so lost in God that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her.”

This says it all!!!

I was supposed to go have a PET scan this morning and I woke up and could not do it. I just am so over having tests, needles and scans right now and was not looking forward to having more nuclear medicine for yet another scan. I have called and moved the test out a month for now. I just needed a break from all the drs and scans and time to think.

Well I am no longer lopsided on top you have no idea how much that means. It was really getting on my nerves and was very grateful to walk out of the boutique today with a solution to that issue.